A Revolation...

I finally get the chance to be wit her, but it seems to her that its nothing.
Ive sacrificed so much for the little bit of time that we are allotted...
Hell I could be with my family, I havent seen them since last year, but Im here
Where she texts other bitches, and treats me as though I dont mean anything.

I swear Im just here so that she can use my computer and talk to other bitches...
and of course burn fuckin CDs...

This is a last. Ive reached a realization, whats past is past and it is the past for a reason.
Its not about sex for me, contrary to belief. If I wanted sex I can get it...but I havent for the simple fact that she is the only one who Ive wanted to make love to. Ive told "my girl" no I dont know how many times in the last month. Its so frustrating. I cant help that Im horny... its been fuckin FOREVER. Well I guess next time I get the opportunity, I will jus bang tha fuck outta my girl. And that'll be the end of it. Im so frustrated that Im fuckin shakin! This is ridiculous... Im really fuckin done, a new revalation has been reached. Forget september, forget it all... Im done, its not worth it anymore.