What About Me???

What about me?
What about what I want?
She saw that I didn't want to go home.
I told her I didnt want to go home.
Im not comfortable there,
I hate it there.
All I wanted was a small break,
I was even willing to get up early to compromise.

I've gone above and beyond the call of duty to cater to what she wants. The only reason that I had been stayin at the house all that time was for her. Because I knew that she wasn't comfortable there by herself. Because I wanted to be close to her. At first I argued to stay at the dorms because it was truly what I wanted. Then I argued to stay at the dorms to see if she would compromise, given all the sacrifices that I had made in staying at the house with her. This event reminded me so much of that between Miranda and I; when she wanted me to walk to see her, and I asked her to meet me half way. She declined, which showed me that she was selfish and all she cared about was herself. I hate to say it, but I honestly feel the same way in this situation.

I kept hopin that maybe she didn't leave. That once I got back upstairs with my laundry, she would be there waiting, but she wasnt. Everytime I heard keys jingle or footsteps in the hall I would think it was her but the knock on the door never came. I guess thats just the way it is. Just like I said in the previous post; in the end, all I've got is Me, Myself and I. She was lookin out for the same, how can I blame her? That's just how the world works. Maybe she'll see my point of view, then again maybe not