Long Time No See...

So I know its been awhile. I just needed a little time to myself I guess. For awhile, it felt as though I had nothing to say. Whenever I would try to blog the words just weren't there, or I didn't feel that the events at the present time were blogworthy. Since January my life has changed immensely. Its been quite the rollercoster ride. I guess I should pick up where I left off in the last blog, which was probably at Jenn. She and I were good together for a while, but reached a point where it was though there really wasn't much else to say. We were at different points in our lives; hell, Im a 19-year old college student and she was a 26-year old woman. I tried to make it seem as though I was upset with the breakup... but to be quite honest, I was happy. I had discovered that I did not really have feelings for her in the way that I thought I did. She was merely a rebound of Kristie. I thought I was over Kristie but apperently my heart and brain were not at agreement. February, Valentines Day actually, Jenn and I reached our end. It was that day that I was also able to put what was between Kristie and I to an end. As of today, I have absolutely no desire to be with her. I would like to maybe one day have a friendship with her, but I am not so sure that is possible. She still goes into jealous rages the minute that she knows Im seeing someone else, I think she's still in love with me.

After Jenn, there was Miranda. This girl is beautiful. She's mixed, very light skin with these beautiful green/brown eyes, 6'2". She honestly has the looks of a model. She and I were only together a few short weeks. There were a few reasons for this:
Miranda
1) I honestly dont think that we had much in common. She is really eccentric. She totally walks to the beat of her own drum. 2) She was too quiet. I like an outgoing girl, well not necessarily even outgoing, I just need someone who I can hold a conversation with. If I werent talking, I dont think that a word would hardly ever give rise between the two of us. 3) Everything seemed as though it was solely based on sex. In the conversation that ultimately lead to our end, I said that it felt as though everything revolved around sex, and we didn't communicate. She then said that we communicated when we had sex. I just felt that sex should not be the only means of true communication between people. Its not enough to hold someone there. Especially when the sex was no good... she only got me maybe once, and I was always the one doing the work whenever we had sex. So in the end the only thing that was truely holding me to her was the way that she looked.

I dont consider the end coming with Miranda a bad thing. It opened doors for someone else. At this we have arrived at my present situation. I will go into further detail later today or tomorrow. I have so much to blog and not enough time inbetween classes! Until a little later, holla atcha girl!