I honestly can't believe its really over

Wow! I know that I've said that its over...but this time it really is. It didnt end on angry terms or anything...I just ended up hurt. These past few weeks have been building up to it. I haven't been happy, not to mention been laid, in the past three or four weeks. I guess in a way its a good thing that we're done. I am free to see other people, and give myself freely without thinking in the back of my mind that I am a cheater. I honestly don't know that Im happy or sad right now. I just have to get past the hurt of being rejected, and not being loved in the same way that I loved her...there is no more of us, and that is something that Im really trying hard to come to grips with right now...

This doesn't mean that I'm not ready to be in a relationship. I'm ready to date...I've know that Kristie and I were over for a while now, so this day comes as no suprise. Its just a little akward. Im ready to pick up the pieces of my heart and move on to something else, something better. I am a good girl and I know that I can find someone who wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them. Someone who truly reciprocates my feelings. Its time that I move on, and thats what I intend to do! Until later...holla atcha girl!