Just2confused...

this has honestly been a long time commin. Things havent been right. I honestly cant remember the last time me and Kristie made love. She's always pissed at me for one thing or another and continues to push me away. She'll tell me she loves me...but its like why do u treat the one u love like crap. Why do u want me to feel guilty for wanting to spend time wit my bestfriends when Im with you everynight, every free moment. Im young and its my freshman year of college...I should b nakin friendships that last a lifetime. Dont get me wrong, Ive loved tha time we've spent together but its jus gotten a lot harder. Its like a chore anymore.

"No, I better not, Kristie will b mad if i study wit the group without tellin her, no I cant play flagfootball, she'll be mad cuz thats free time I could be spendin wit her. No I cant model, she doesnt want ne one else to see my body...etc, etc, etc"

I wanna try to make this work but she doesnt wanna compromise...I jus really dont know nemore, I thought I was in love, maybe I still am...I thought she could change...but maybe she can't...holla atcha girl