Well, The Secret's Out

So...like a dumb ass, I sorta outted myself on this website. I didnt really say I was a lesbian or bi, but I did say Bi-Curious...whiich is exactly what I am. It scares the hel outta me that I got caught. I was only caught by two gay guys from my school, but its still scary to think that others I know could possibly find me on this site.

In a weird way, I guess that I dont care...but then again
I DO!!! I wonder what my friends would think, and how my family would take the news. Honestly Im not really Bi or Lesbian, I just haven't made up my mind. I guess Im just curious is all. Or maybe Im in denial...supressing my inner desires. I think that I just need to keep experimenting until I find out who I really am (straight, Bi, Lesbian). Maybe its just a phase and I'll grow outta it. Girls are jus so hot I cant help it....

As of late, Ive contemplated ending the blog. More outta fear than anything else. If I leave it up, theres a good chance that someone else I know may stumble upon it and find out my "dirty lil' secrets" Hell most people arent even aware that I have sexual desires lol (Im such a goody two shoes!) I dont know....I jus need a lil guidance, Ill give it some time. Until next time, holla atcha girl